the rumination of a pseudo-rocker.

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Sunday, June 20, 2004

darn. its been abt 2 hrs since i started uploading the pics~!! and they're still not done. haha. sheesh. 158 pics with a total of 337mb~! those pics are huuuuuuge. oh well. been reading a couple of blogs and i realised i dont know wats happening in their lives. i mean i used to talk to them and stuff and now, i only find out abt things from their blogs. tu pun, like. entah lah eh. i guess the relationships just aint close anymore.

ppl move on with their lives and get new friends while i'm still hanging onto the same friends. which in the end makes me feel a lil lonely and neglected. orang ada kawan2 baru per.

shant quote names lah. anyways onto another topic. sometimes i cant help but feel that ppl are out to get me and nori. as if they dun approve of us. as if i'm not good enuf for her. i'm the bad guy like that. well i cant pretend and say it dun bother me. it does u freaks. pls. its chipping away at my self esteem. sheesh. there's not much left there. if u continue doing it then i guess i'll hafta just ignore u and start to hate u. i dun want that. i want u guys to graduate from the school with a happy relationship with me. happy memories eh.

i guess i'll start my mugging then. since the first 3 wks of the holidays have been really busy for me and i was away last wk. BRING FORTH THE CAFFEINE AND DRUG ME. cherio~

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