the rumination of a pseudo-rocker.

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Thursday, September 30, 2004

listening to: from first to last - failure by designer jeans

sleepless nights are never fun. i havent had a sleepness night since.. i cant even remember the last time i had a sleepness night.

in any case, i couldnt sleep last night. and i couldnt figure out what was bothering me. i just lay on my bed sweating. even though the fan was switched on and the covers were apart. then i started hearing stuff like the wings of an insect fluttering. yeah. surreal ah.

so at 230 i woke up. took a shower and took my wudhu. and i prayed. sembahyang hajat. prayed for lotsa stuff ah. apologised to Allah since i havent "checked in" for a quite some time too. so after prayers i went back under the covers. baru hati macam tenteram sikit. and a bit after that, i heard the sound of a whirlwind outside. not tornado class but just the sound of wind blowing. maybe i was imagining things as my brain was tired but yeah. i could have sworn i heard it. told myself maybe it was Allah paying me a visit and "collecting" my doa. haha. why not.

so anyways i still couldnt really fall asleep till abt 3am. so i got up and studied a lil bit till nearli 4. then i fell asleep lah. and when i woke up, it was already 645. hha. i was late for school.

so bebs msged me earlier saying she wudnt be going to school. so i just texted her back and told her me too. so went back to sleep. woke up at about 8 plus i think.

lardeeda lardeeda fast forward to a lil after 12. bought a magnificient timepiece from 25hrs. bebs msged me saying she's at CP with her mom. got kinda scared. had a mini secret rendevous then we went our seperate ways.

so at cold storage we met again. her mum soooooo recognised me. haha. both of us (bebs and me) were so scared. haha. panicked. alarms rang. act cool. hensemberg what.

i have nothing else to say. need to study. cherio~

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