brownie & shanky

selamat hari raya.
hope all of u had a great day yday. well i did. at least for the most part of it. yups. left home reali late at 4 but managed to visit 6 hses. im lucky neither the parents were working yday. unlike the year before. its nt fun raya without either parents coz they're at work. but hey at least its juz for one day. at times like those i stop n ponder abt those kids out there who hafta celebrate it alone without their parents coz they're gone. to a better place of course. my heart goes out to all of u. especially you. but i hope ur raya is filled wif much joy n happiness.

on a lighter note, im $400 richer. yeays. more than half of those frm my beloved paternal aunts n uncle. all 6 of u. *big family hug* hehe. i guess 18 is the age whereby u get lots of money or u get 'dah keje? ke masih skola?'. well, i get both. not complaining. still in bliss and thankful. i guess next year it wont be the same luck ah. its okie as long as there's still the rendang n ketupat. haha.

saw sooo many pretty ladies yday. it was like whoa. i wished i was guy. hahaha. bt then again they're like my distant relatives. so yea. not much help even if i were a guy. haha. wah they looked reali good in those minute-sized kebayas. ooh but then there were those erm... yea. i know this may sound a lil eeevil bt then i saw as my car passed by those who cud barely fit in their nyonya kebaya n see thru organza, squeezing on to their other half on the bike, wif their kain hitched up thigh-high and u can see the folds of skin in their sheer nyonya kebaya. it was quite an eyesore reali. i tink those who, like me, who arent so petite like the rest of them shud try to avoid those nyonya kebayas n organza. it reali doesnt help. n it only adds on to dosa of pple like me who talk abt it later. *gulps* im reali sorry to say this.

now's the time for me to mintak maaf.

to all my frens: im sorry for all my mistakes - not being there all the time for u guys, telling white lies, (okie okie i admit) telling lies, menyakitkan hati, kadang2 terluper nak call back, sengaja termakan n terminum ur food, being as irritating as i can be and all those mistakes that are juz oh-too-many-i-forgot-them. hehe. i looove u guys. i reali do albeit all those i've done above. hehe.

to those who read this blog: to whom i haf accidentally offended wif my insensitive words in any way. im reali sorry.

to bebs: im sorry for everythg. there's juz too many things i did wrong to u to be mentioned here. but, if u sayang me, u'll forgive me. hehe.